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Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Over three years ago was the last time I made a post here.
Who knew where I would be, what I would be doing, this far into the future.  Knowing who I was then, it was all probably just an optimistic dream.  Being in college was bound to happen, but where?
There is a saying that goes something like: "everything in life happens for a reason."  I have come to believe that could not be more true.  Each step we take and each decision we make... they all add together to make us who we are.  And for that reason, I don't regret any of my decisions I have made.
I have recently read through some of the hundreds of entries that I have posted over the years.  Sure I have made mistakes--I'm not arguing that I'm perfect.  But it's everything I've done right combined with everything that I've screwed up on that has brought me here... to today.
It reminds me of a movie.  The Butterfly Effect.  A kid basically gets to "redo" certain parts of his life.  Though I might say that everything has happened for a reason, I still can't help but wonder... would I want to redo some things?
It also reminds me of something I've written a while back... "Who I am now, is it who I want to be?"